Wanting to be surrounded

I was at work Monday doing the same thing as I do every Monday. We got a report of a truck sitting in are parking lot that had a bad odor coming from it and that they noticed a bunch of flies inside the cab.
Let explain, when you deal with high volume it's not easy to keep up with every truck, more so when there are so many that look the same. With that said I found the man dead in his truck.
I don't want to die on my job all alone to have some stranger find me months later. I want to be surrounded by people that I love and love me. I want my loved ones to search high and low for me if I was to be gone any abnormal langth of time.
I want more. I want to control my life. Not bill, me it's my life and I don't want a Just Over Broke job.